December 2011
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reveriesoundrevue asked: My best wishes for the new year to you x.
apparently due to coming off the prednisone so quickly…with no tapering i’m experiencing addison’s disease.
which means the failure of the adrenal system.
at least this explains how sick i am on top of already being sick. yes, lyme has returned at full momentum with the cessation of rocephin. all my symptoms are back full force and my heart now seems to be included.
i have...
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habitualtides asked: Sending you so many healing vibes! I hope you begin to feel better soon, dear, and no more ER trips!
Anonymous asked: 168, 167, 158, 153
All night I streched my arms across
him, rivers of blood, the dark woods,...
– Richard Siken, Crush (via katelizabeth)
Drop a number any number
200: My middle name is:
199: I was born in:
198: I am really:
197: My cell phone company is:
196: My eye color is:
195: My shoe size is:
194: My ring size is:
193: My height is:
192: I am allergic to:
191: My 1st car was:
190: My 1st job was:
189: Last book you read:
188: My bed is:
187: My pet:
186: My best friend:
185: My favorite shampoo is:
184: AIM name:
183: Piggy Banks are:
182: In my pockets:
181: On my calendar:
180: Marriage is:
179: Sponge Bob can:
178: My mom:
177: The last three cd's I bought were:
176: Last YouTube video watched:
175: How many cousins do you have?
174: Do you have any siblings:
173: Are your parents divorced:
172: Are you taller than your mom?
171: Do you play an instrument?
170: What did you do yesterday:
I Believe In:
169: Love at first sight:
168: Luck:
167: Fate:
166: Yourself:
165: Aliens:
164: Heaven:
163: Hell:
162: God:
161: Horoscopes:
160: Soul mates:
159: Ghosts:
158: Gay Marriage:
157: War:
156: Orbs:
155: Magic:
Which is Better
154: Hugs or Kisses:
153: Drunk or High:
152: Phone or Online:
151: Red heads or Black haired:
150: Blondes or Brunettes:
149: Hot or cold:
148: Summer or winter:
147: Autumn or Spring:
146: Chocolate or vanilla:
145: Night or Day:
144: Oranges or Apples:
143: Curly or Straight hair:
142: McDonalds or Burger King:
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:
140: Mac or PC:
139: Flip flops or high heals:
138: Ugly and rich OR Sexy and poor:
137: Coke or Pepsi:
136: Hillary or Obama:
135: Burried or cremated:
134: Singing or Dancing:
133: Coach or Chanel:
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:
131: Small town or Big city:
130: Wal-Mart or Target:
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:
128: Manicure or Pedicure:
127: East Coast or West Coast:
126: Your Birthday or Christmas:
125: Chocolate or Flowers:
124: Disney or Six Flags:
123: Yankees or Red Sox:
Here's What I Think About
122: War:
121: George Bush:
120: Gay Marriage:
119: The presidential election:
118: Abortion:
117: MySpace:
116: Reality TV:
115: Parents:
114: Back stabbers:
113: Ebay:
112: Sex:
111: Work:
110: My Neighbors:
109: Gas Prices:
108: Designer Clothes:
107: College:
106: Sports:
105: My family:
104: The future:
Last time I
103: Hugged someone:
102: Last time you ate:
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile:
100: Cried in front of someone:
99: Went to a movie theater:
98: Took a vacation:
97: Swam in a pool:
96: Changed a diaper:
95: Got my nails done:
94: Went to a wedding:
93: Broke a bone:
92: Got a peircing:
91: Broke the law:
90: Texted:
MISC
89: Who makes you laugh the most:
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
87: The last movie I saw:
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
85: The thing im not looking forward to:
84: People call me:
83: The most difficult thing to do is:
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:
81: My zodiac sign is:
80: The first person i talked to today was:
79: First time you had a crush:
78: The one person who i can't hide things from:
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking:
76: Right now I am talking to:
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:
74: I have/will get a job:
73: Tomorrow:
72: Today:
71: Next Summer:
70: Next Weekend:
69: I have these pets:
68: The worst sound in the world:
67: The person that makes me cry the most is:
66: People that make you happy:
65: Last time I cried:
64: My friends are:
63: My computer is:
62: My School:
61: My Car:
60: I lose all respect for people who:
59: The movie I cried at was:
58: Your hair color is:
57: TV shows you watch:
56: Favorite web site:
55: Your dream vacation:
54: The worst pain I was ever in was:
53: How do you like your steak cooked:
52: My room is:
51: My favorite celebrity is:
50: Where would you like to be:
49: Do you want children:
48: Ever been in love:
47: Whos your best friend:
46: More guy friends or girl friends:
45: One thing that makes you feel great is:
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
41: Have you pre-named your children:
40: Last person I got mad at:
39: I would like to move to:
38: I wish I was a professional:
My Favorites
37: Candy:
36: Vehicle:
35: President:
34: State visited:
33: Cell Phone Provider:
32: Athlete:
31: Actor:
30: Actress:
29: Singer:
28: Band:
27: Clothing Store:
26: Grocery Store:
25: TV show:
24: Movie:
23: Website:
22: Animal:
21: Theme Park:
20: Holiday:
19: Sport to watch:
18: Sport to play:
17: Magazine:
16: Book:
15: Day of the week:
14: Beach:
13: Concert Attended:
12: Thing to cook:
11: Food:
10: Restaurant:
9: Radio Station:
8: Yankee Candle scent:
7: Perfume:
6: Flower:
5: Color:
4: Talk Show host:
3: Comedian:
2: Dog Breed:
1: Would you be able to delete your blog?
back from my sixth night at the ER. had to have an emergency removal of the picc line.
which was unpleasant…and bloody. and they suspect i’m allergic to the latex, antimicrobial products, and antibiotics that are impregnated in the line.
stopping all steroids and histamines and just riding this out. i have my epi-pen if i go anaphylactic but god forbid that happens again.
so tired...
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Wittgenstein once wrote that when the eye sees something beautiful, the hand...
– Nicole Krauss, The History of Love (via memoirsofablue)
If there is no love in the world, we will make a new world, and we will give it...
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The way to create art is to burn and destroy ordinary concepts and to substitute...
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The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying; the only thing more...
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To be honest, one must be inconsistent.
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spent all night in the ER. for the fifth time in two weeks. bleh. still having an allergic reaction to something. unclear what to.
it’s a nightmare. my body is just haywire and my parents are going insane.
i’m afraid this is going to rob them of their marriage and their jobs.
i’m really afraid that i’ll be the cause of it.
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Kissing is the beginning, middle, and end of incredible lovemaking. For that...
– LOU PAGET, How To Be a Great Lover (via jaegerjaques)
So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would...
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Life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could invent. We...
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I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time, without...
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hopesandbones-deactivated201203 asked: Hi darling, I hate to read about how much pain your in and all the health things you have to deal with :( But you're stronger than you realize & you'll get through it (as hopeless as it can seem at times, I know) I'll be thinking of ya and sending good vibes your way!
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It comes blundering over the
Boulders at night, it stays
Frightened outside...
– How Poetry Comes to Me
By Gary Snyder
(1930 - )
The picture in the book is of a leaping man covered in flames—wings of fire...
– Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin (via hateshiploveship)
There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we...
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Anonymous asked: You are a wonderful person. Your blog always brightens my otherwise depressing days. Reading your posts about your health worries me; I just thought I'd send you my best wishes, and let you know I'm hoping for the best.
necrotize asked: Don't give up, Sophie. I can't imagine how hard everything is for you, but you're such a strong person and i know you can get through this <3
Out through the window, even in the darkness of the night, the blossoms of the...
– G. Garfield Crimmins, from The Republic of Dreams: A Reverie (thanks, tinyhomemaker)
Hate no one, no matter how much they’ve wronged you,
Live humbly, no matter how...
– Imam Ali ♥ (via musl1m)
One must have a mind of winter
To regard the frost and the boughs
Of the...
– Wallace Stevens, “The Snow Man” (via gammasandgerunds)
i’ve never thought it could get this bad.
but i physically, emotionally, and spiritually feel like i am dying.
there is some relevance to this feeling. my meds almost killed me last week. and now i’m on no treatment whatsoever and my disease is killing me slowly again. i don’t even know if a complete cure is possible without intravenous treatment. which is no longer an option.
...
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altération / alteration
Abrupt production, within the amorous field, of a counter-image of the loved object. According to minor incident or tenuous features, the subject suddenly sees the good Image alter and capsize.
1. Ruysbroeck has been buried for five years; he is exhumed; his body is…
I understand the usage, and there certainly are those who worship the state much...
– Noam Chomsky (via noam-chomsky)
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